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I've been getting this really strange feeling as of late... I dunno how to explain it well, but it's kinda like I wonder what it would feel like to cease to exist... not die, but something different. I feel like I just want to stop and let everything else move forward, it's a very odd feeling. Everytime I look in the mirror I kinda go "Huh, so who's this ugly person and why are they here?" from kind of a third person point of view...

I've tried thinking about it and I can't even understand it myself. I'm not depressed ( that I know of, at least, and I think I would know how I feel x3 ), I don't want to kill myself or hurt myself in any way... I just kinda feel pointless. Maybe. I'm not even sure.