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Do you think that being so far away really helps me?
That people that I dont like end up liking me.....
No I'm not okay, and I'll never be
Im tired of doing this
its not alright with me
Because of everything Ive had to see
the things people have done to me
I cant go on living like Im okay
Now I know that it was wrong to hide my pain.....
From now on I'll let myself feel
the pain
the agony
of all of my past years
Still, I consider you the person who knows me the most
Yet you still havnt even scratched the surface
No, I'm not okay
And it wasnt right for me to act that way.....