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(I reccomend you read the entry before this one)


Good 'ol love. Sometimes I like to think that love is evil sometimes. It seems to get under my skin, make my obsessive, make me loathed by others, cause envy, and sometimes I think that love can even destroy itself.
But over all, it's a good thing. It has it's bad moments, yeah. But that just depends on the persons I think...The mistakes that one may make during a time of being in love.

And love..another random subject of it. I've been in love myself, and I've had a better understanding of it since then.
Before, when I was first in love, I didn't understand it at all. I didn't understand the concept, and what it took to be in love. How much work it was. And it just kind of..I ended up screwing myself over in the end, with no way to forgive myself, or get the forgiveness of my significant other.
And with that experience...Love to me..It's something that just happens. Uncontrollable. But maintaining that feeling, keeping it alive within you and your special other, that's something that you have to do on your own. Love is blind, right? That's why you have to lead it in the right direction. If you let go of it, it'll just hit a wall and stop. It'll get confused and not know what to do, so to speak. So being in love is just..Well, it's something that has two sides to it.

There are different kinds of love. Like the love you have with your family. That's just something that's there, and it'll stay there. Unless...Something really bad happened in your family, it's understandable that you wouldn't have that kind of thing there.

And also, there's the love you have for you friends. THe need you have to be with someone you can trust and talk to, but..Not get to married to. It's not that strong. Strong still, but not as strong as it would be if you were in the strongest of the loves with someone( like the type of love I was trying to describe in the first part).

I have so many thoughts on love, but not near enough words to describe them. So I'll just leave this little entry of love at this.