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Everything falls apart at some point and we all know that. We all know that reality and fantasy are two totally diffrent things. We know this all, and we have been told to seperate what we dream about from reality. Though what if you could find away to make it into your 'dreams' through reality. What if there was a way. So okay, there is. Do I have to tell you the secret though? Alright fine, I will but you have to promise to only use it in an emergeny. Because, sometimes if you do you get stuck in these dreams. Well its kind of hard to explain. So I am going to start with my experience, of getting into my dreams, my fantasies....How I managed to be the first that lived in reality to make it to the real part of life.

So the world is all in a long hell cast. There is no 'love or 'care' in the world. There is no way for you to be with anybody you care for you cannot feel. For now they have taken away that feeling from you. They have made us all zombies to our own exsistance. I was born, into a family 'unit' with a mother and father, after my birth mother birthed me. I was said to be living in family unti. Six seven six. Which was a forbidden unit, for they had been the only ones to raise children who escaped the world. So yeah, I tried everyday to run, to get away I was always brought back but I sure as hell tried. When we got given a carreer, you had to do it or you were taken. You were simply taken. So I agreed, to do my job. I hauled carts of food, out around the town everyday I got up and did this I got the food, loaded it, and brought it out to the houses. Well there was this one house that I loved. Supposedly family 'unit' seven six seven..I thought it was funny, because when I brought the food, I saw this girl come out. She was really pretty. I mean she had this thing, were she put her hair in braids and bows. That were diffrent from everbody else. She had a face that was perfect. I just loved to look at her. Though I think she thought I was weird for staring. I mean isnt that okay if you like someone. So I tried to talk to my 'unit' father. He said that liking her was impossible that we didnt like that we didnt have the ability, to do those things. I was a bit confused at the time I knew there was a way to do that. I knew you could some how like this person. You had to be able to. I mean come on? So I had been going through books in the library on my hour of free time. When I got caught looking up love. I got thrown out and told not to come back and if I did they would have me shipped off. So I decided that, that was probably a bad idea. So I just left, and didnt go back. So when I went to her house, I asked if her 'unit' was home, she said they werent. So I asked her if she ever loved someone, she said yes. I was amazed, I wasnt the only one with feelings, and emotions.It was a great feeling, of success I guess you could call it. Now I looked at her, and asked her who. Then her father came up behind her, and shut the door in my face. So I guessed she lied about her family 'unit' being home.