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I'm exuated from my stories so i'm gonna take a break. no worries it's just a little break. smile
Last night was the worst night in my entire life. I know parents fight but this was.....awful.
I've never seen them so mad at each other...I think my dad may have been drinking to much. My mom made me and my sister leave the house and i heard my dad say horrible stuff.... cry He has never acted like that before so this was a first for me. So i went to my grandma's house and my mom wanted me to call him to you know see if he was ok. so of course i was hesitant but i somehow had the courage to call him.. that was a big mistake on my part though. I told him i loved him and he said he loved me ( Aw!...?) but then i asked him if he loved mom and he said " as much as you! Why are we have this freakin conversation. Why the hell are you cryin?! I'm done with you! " then he hung up. That broke my heart and i cried... and cried.... and cried and i uh threw my phone at the wall cause i was so mad ( dont worry it still works) . at least my mom was there to comfort me though. i can't imagine what it would be like for her so i guess i shouldn't complain.... crying I mean my friend's dad passed away and i keep over reacting about mine... i feel ungrateful ugh.
i hope ppl understand. i haven't talked to him all day. i haven't even made i contact. i'm still mad at him. i don't know what i should do.................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. crying