I screwed up about a moth ago. I broke my best friends promise, and I feel like crap now cause he practically hates me. He won't talk to me and I don't blame him. I would hate me too if I was him. I love him so much and its killing me inside cause I hurt him, and me. I love him more than alot of people. And he has treated me better than really any guy that I have met and actually communicated with. If he could understand how hurt I am for doing this, and that I would do anything for him to make it up, then I would be great. But he won't talk to me. I wish I could just tell him and let him know that its killed me inside that I have done this. And he is one of the most important people in my life and I wouldn't trade him for the world. I couldn't live without him. He has helped me a great deal of a lot. And He is just there for me. Or at least he was. I guess I really honestly don't desearve what a great guy like him.
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