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today i finally read my friends journal sad and he told me like forever ago to read it... it made me cry u laugh or say n e thing mean ur communists thats all im sayin.... idk man my world has changed ever since ive came to nj. i used to be a way better kid wen i was like 5 i act more like a 5 yr old now then wen i was... 5 lol i guess it came from my parents and my family always tellin me "u and samantha can b the only ones in the fam to pass high school dont ******** up" yea mad pressure man... by the way samantha is my cuz she doesnt hav gaia and wud make fun of me playfully if she knew if i had this lol. but gettin back to the matter at hand wen i was younger i had to look and behave so proper all the time i did it myself because i didnt want my mom to b upset 4 havin a child at 15 yrs old.... i kno im a mistake lol my mom told me ur the best mistake ive ever made lol and it comforts me in a ima mistake kinda way.... but i kno she loves me and thats the important thing idk i shudnt live in the past n e more wat i did then is done. i shud live for the present and make the best of wat i hav. after all i only got one life to live i guess i better just make the most out of it. lol comment if u dare burning_eyes