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It is 9:20 PM, Eastern Standard Time. I have to b***h and complain about my day, or else I'll feel miserable.

A part of me knows that I shouldn't feel this bad, and I feel guilty, because ton of really great things happened today.

1. I found out that I am going to Disneyland during my trip to California this summer.

2. I got a ton of ideas for my new book.

3. Someone agreed to be my partner for FoEM's posting contest.

4. I watched Psych and was on the computer practically all day today.

5. I went out for dinner with my grandpa.

6. I got a Coffee Coolata at Dunkin' Donuts.

7. I read probably the best book I have ever read...! (Paradise Kiss)

But for some reason, I just feel like crap because of a few little things.

1. Relient K, my favoritest band in the world, just released a new two-sided CD today, and my mom keeps trying to convince me that I don't have enough cash to buy it (even though I technically do; she just doesn't believe me).

2. Speaking of my mom, she's still mad about the whole library incident yesterday (Sarah and Rose, you guys know what I'm talking about).

3. I signed up for summer school today (unwillingly), and I am 95% sure that I am GOING to be taking the class. Which means that I may not be able to go to Long Island.

4. My mom wants me to bike to a YMCA that's seven miles away from home three days a week. I could prolly ask Waldo or Macy to meet me there sometimes, though...

5. I feel like there's something that I should be doing right now, as I'm typing this, but I can't tell what it is and it's making me really really REALLY depressed and a teensy bit freaked out.

6. YouTube was broken on my computer today. That means that I couldn't even watch Zach Fair or Balthier to distract me, which usually works.

7. My dog hates me today and I have no idea why.

8. I'm probably PMSing right now. That makes me feel even worse.

I don't want sympathy. I just want someone to tell me if there's something wrong with the way I've been thinking lately.

As always, thanks a ton for everyone who takes their time to read this.