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I will miss all of my friends here on Gaia when I go to Los Angeles! I am leaving on the 7th and will be returning in 2 weeks... I think. I will try and get on Gaia when I can but my grandparents' have an Apple computer and I hate those, and then my grandma has the same computer as me but an older version and it is really slow from all of her virtual poker games rolleyes But like I said, I will try and get on. Anyways... do I have anything else to say? Actually, yes, I do.

It's gonna be hot down there, but I don't think I'm going to want to take off my lovely black H&M sweatshirt crying I am such a paranoid freak. But I will be going swimming, like, every day. I am also going to be getting my hair cut and dyed!! I am so excited. I'm gonna dye it dark brown and get it cut in long layers. I am also gonna get purple put somewhere in there... I haven't really decided yet x3 I kinda want to get bangs, just because it's something different, but I don't know how I will look, which makes it scary. I have a deformed face so I can't really say, "Oh, I have a square face so this cut will look good on me" or something like that.

I feel like i am annoying everyone with my problems... though I'm pretty sure not many people are reading this so I am more just talking to myself. Well, it does feel good to just, get all my thoughts out, I guess. I could go on forever... which I think I will.

My friend Hope might come down with me to L.A. I just hope that if she comes we can stand each other for 2 weeks, and that she does't get homesick because will we not leave early for anything, well, if it was really important, we would. It would be fun introducing to her to all my family, because I have met most of hers.

I have a huge family on my mom's side though, and I feel like I keep meeting new people I am supposedly related to. It's so weird, like, people I don't even know will come up to me and be like, "Oh! You've gotten so big! How have you been? I remember when you were a baby..." and blah blah blah. Half the time they are speaking like my grandma, a mixture or english and spanish, which is really hard to understand, especially when they start speaking really fast. Or, at least it seems fast to me, but just because I am slow. I love fast things though... but that's a totally different subject.

So here I am, babbling to myself again. Is anyone still reading all the way down to this? Wow, I am surprised if you have read all of this. I don't think even I could do that. Especially because what I write about isn't really interesting... OH! I should put one of my stories that I've written on here. But, I haven't really finished any of the recent ones I have started x( I have like, a chapter of one... maybe half of another one... and 2 poems. I'll post the poems mrgreen

My Kitten, Venus

Her eyes are greener than the grass at spring,
And they shine more than a diamond ring.
They’re full of life,
And they cut like a knife,
When her anger runs wild,
Just like a young child.
She loves to play rough,
Even though she’s not tough,
And tends to pout,
When she is worn-out,
After an enjoyable day of play.

Feelings

I am not happy,
I am not sad,
I have no feelings,
Except mad.

My anger burns inside of me,
Into flames of white,
But now I see
That I have no need to fight.

It’s all over,
I don’t care.
Why should I be happy?
When I feel so bare.

I am not happy,
I am not sad,
I have a feeling,
That is very bland.

The first one I wrote for school, and I ended up liking it a lot, and I think other people liked it too. At least, I hope they did. AH HA HA HA! I just found, like 1 and a half paragraphs of a story I had started writing.

As I ran through the trees, the wind blew roughly. Leaves cascaded down from the treetops, but I took no notice. Besides the sound of the wind, the only other noises was my heavy breathing, the leaves crackling under my feet, and my dog, Amora. I could see the street up ahead. I pushed on harder.
I burst through the trees and onto the side of the street. I gazed around to make sure no cars were coming. There were none as usual. I stepped into the middle of the street with Amora panting beside.

Now that's pretty retarted. And wow, I just realized I've written a lot. I don't think anyone would have read all of this all the way down to here, and if someone has, I am very proud of you and you deserve a hug heart .

I think I'll post more stories another day. Until then, see ya!