Im nore in heven nor hell im in a black hole. I just dont care. Im a lost girl. Looking 4 a way ot of life. To have a life. The way i see things. The way u see things. Are verey difrint indeed. U mit say i have a life. The truth to it all is i dont. I look soo happy to u. Im crying on the in sied not to be seen. Im allwas wored about u or someone. Where the truth is i shold be whered a bout my self. I need help. I need help but when i get it i keep to my self. I have no life cuzz i lost so much. Sher thes ppl out there wors then i. I know of that. But i cant tend to there needs whene im somwhere i cant go. I tray to be not invisabl to u all. I have a loveing boy friend. I have a loveing girl friend. I have loveing friends and famaly. I know of that. But i still think and wholder if i have a life. Like it semms like i have now. May bey im not even here im just a porson in u dreems. Or if i was a dead porson or somthing. Just looking out 4 u. Or just a inmashunery friend. That some ppl can see. Im not god nor am i the devil. I have no answers to my won questins. And nor do u. Maybe one day ill find the A's for the Q's. But it will be a long time till then.
evil_fox_demon · Thu Jul 10, 2008 @ 07:49am · 1 Comments |