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Well, I feel like writing a lil poetry..and since no one reads this thing anyway, I'll just rough draft it right here...

You always make me bow down
fall to my knees
to beg and plead...

like it's all my fault..
like i'm in the wrong
each and every time

you've always... gotta be right
if what i say is different from you...
i'm automatically wrong...

you're worse off...
you're so much better...
you're never wrong

i can't bend myself
...anymore...
because this is enough

something's gotta give
but i've given so much
i can't give anymore

you don't realize...
how much it hurts...
each time i fall to my knees

i see your anger...
when i challenge you..
but my anger was never there

am i always wrong?
or is it something more?
i don't know anymore..

I know this time...
you won't let me in again..
because i'm not going to fall

i'm standing up tall
because this time...
is one too much.

i can't apologize to let you win
each and everytime
because you're not...

i know you like the spotlight
but you can't always have it...
others need it more...

now, i'm not trying to claim it
but i know those who need it
those who need support.

i need that. support.
because i've fallen too much
but you won't give it

and i'm not sure why
because you said you'd be there
when i needed you

instead you yelled and screamed
told me i was wrong..
made me fall in a new way.

you can't understand how...
you can't understand why...
is that the reason behind this?

i can't fall to my broken knees
for you and stolen pride and honour
...anymore...

eh.. okay, so that was really really depressing, but that's okay.. sometimes really really depressing things need to be written, yes? At any rate, I am about to update the Coffee Shop Story... which I am quite pleased with for once... i'm editing it as i type...and trying to stay with a new writing style i'm trying out. i'd love for you all to read and review, because i'd love to know what you all think of it.

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