Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Although I am just another person of this world, I sometimes come to think to myself, "What happens to me in the end?". Sometimes I just don't want to think about it too much, but it'll always be there in the back of my mind. Although I have the knowledge that my time here is limited so minus well do the things that urge me to do so within reason. But yet I can't do it, it is as if I have lost confidence of myself to bring myself to do what I feel like doing. Having not to express yourself fully really hurts me. Why can't I just blurt it all out and say what I really feel and change my old ways. I don't want to hold back and turn away from an opportunity anymore. I really want to change, I really do. But I always keep on moving. The more I move on, the more I miss out.

I despise my limitations, eventually in the future I would have chosen to do much more. No one is stoppping me of doing so. So why not do it anyway.

Also this sort of relates to my previous journal entry.