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The one person I want to read my profile and journal, and want them to want them to do so, doesn't. I told him about it but it's like talking to a brick wall with a speaker that is programed to say "I'm sorry" everytime a take a breath. Then that makes me even madder.

I want to make my journal so that no one can leave comments. Then I can blame that for his lack of... intrest in me...

But he dosn't want me to do that. He couldn't even give me a reason why except "because I love you." Not until I told him that the only thing I would take as a GOOD reason was "I like to read it." did he actually say that.

So now I think he only said that because it's what I wanted to hear. And, IF he starts commenting in my journal, I think it will only be because I got mad at him instead of because he wants too...

I mean.. if he wanted to wouldn't he already do it?

And I'm not asking for a comment on every single journal, but a pleasant surprise is nice sometimes...


And to me, a comment is more than a random 'I love you' when it comes to journals. It's fine on a profile but when you comment a journal, don't you think you should say something about what was written there?


oh yeah.. I'll probably delete comments on this, because I don't want to hear "I'm sorry" again. That doesn't make me feel better anymore. >:{