July 17,2008
Crap. I'm really mad at myself for doing this, but... >.< I couldn't help myself after earlier today...I wanted to vent to nobody...I feel like an idiot, talking to nobody..(This is why I don't write in a journal! I feel too stupid!)
Anyways...Kudos to Darian for having a ton of awesome music on her playlist. I have a seperate window that is playing it every time I'm on gaia...
I especially like that she has the song "Yours to Hold" by Skillet. I love that song alot, and that made me really happy, because I immediatly thought of Ed, because of this one story that I really liked on Quiz--OH YEAH! That reminds me, of this one really random song that I love a whole lot. It's called "Check Yes Juliet". WOW that was random and pointless.
Um, yeah...Now I feel all depressed..I'm not angry at Winry(is that even possible? Anger towords a cartoon?), I'm just a little depressed, because I was sure that he didn't like her, and now I think he might. I am almost positive that she likes him. (ALMOST!! Like June said:"Only fools are positive!" wink It's almost obvious, she's always, like, looking at him this certain way, and how she'll hit him with a wrench to hide her feelings. Ah. The song has changed to another one of my favorite songs. Kudos to Hayley, she introduced me to this song:"Your Guardian Angel". I love it.
Anyways, it makes me almost sad now to see her. Almost. Ugh, I hope nobody reads this. It's too long. I could hide my deepest, darkest, secrets, and noone would know because they'd be dead by the second paragraph. Crap. It's 9:10 PM, and I'm already mellowing out. Too many love songs...>.<
Now I'm all depressive. I keep thinking of him....AHHHHHHH!
Anyways...Kudos to Darian for having a ton of awesome music on her playlist. I have a seperate window that is playing it every time I'm on gaia...
I especially like that she has the song "Yours to Hold" by Skillet. I love that song alot, and that made me really happy, because I immediatly thought of Ed, because of this one story that I really liked on Quiz--OH YEAH! That reminds me, of this one really random song that I love a whole lot. It's called "Check Yes Juliet". WOW that was random and pointless.
Um, yeah...Now I feel all depressed..I'm not angry at Winry(is that even possible? Anger towords a cartoon?), I'm just a little depressed, because I was sure that he didn't like her, and now I think he might. I am almost positive that she likes him. (ALMOST!! Like June said:"Only fools are positive!" wink It's almost obvious, she's always, like, looking at him this certain way, and how she'll hit him with a wrench to hide her feelings. Ah. The song has changed to another one of my favorite songs. Kudos to Hayley, she introduced me to this song:"Your Guardian Angel". I love it.
Anyways, it makes me almost sad now to see her. Almost. Ugh, I hope nobody reads this. It's too long. I could hide my deepest, darkest, secrets, and noone would know because they'd be dead by the second paragraph. Crap. It's 9:10 PM, and I'm already mellowing out. Too many love songs...>.<
Now I'm all depressive. I keep thinking of him....AHHHHHHH!
STOP IT!
CRAP. I'm really mad at myself now. I just got this really strange realization.
I REALLY HOPE SHE'S WRONG.
heart
-Anchovi, the one and only.
