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Live Life and Love life in happiness
Life is very confusing and hard but you have to live it your own way. Don't anyone stop you with forfilling your dreams. Live your life a cool way.
Ok.. so hears the story..
I don't know how to start so i'll just tell you.. um.. Love <33 hurts.. Love kills X[ do i even know what love means? Do i even know why? i feel like im in one of those snapping things where you say something and they snap. Love is all you can ask for.. but love is also something you don't want. i loved once.. i loved him a lot. but who knows.. love hurts love kills. i loved him and i broke a heart... i never ment to i said yes because i was mad and infuriated.. so i said yes.. jealousy hurts.. because i got to meet the other girl.. not fun.. not fun.. so i go and break a heart? not fun at all.. now everyone is mad at me. why did you do that.. i feel so bad for him now.. im the bad person.. all i said was the truth.. can yall stop? i have a head ache. i don't need nice going could of gave him a chance its not just 1 person its a lot.. of people. i needed time and i didn't get any.. i never ment to hurt someone that bad.. im sorry. i told the truth now is that a crime? then why should i go out with him if i only like him as a friend.. i don't need a push.. like i said its not just 1 person its a lot.. and i would like a friend to say.. look you messed up and thats life.. you live it and learn it and thats all.. not nice going you just ruined another part of you insane life.. well if you all like him that much then go out with him! instead of pushing me on him.. thats what happened with cody's NEW Girlfriend.. she got pushed on him or cody got pushed on her.. and i lost.. the war.. i won the battle but they won the war.. just stop please? i really don't want to feel bad. you know! i haven't slept right ate right! since that sandy valley night.. i need time.. its valuable so please stop.. not 1 of you all.. please? my heart has been crushed really hard now.. i don't need it completely dead..



PostPosted by: Rockstargrl_77 Sat Jul 19, 2008 @ 06:04am



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commentCommented on: Sat Jul 19, 2008 @ 06:06am
i know how you feel.


commentCommented on: Sat Jul 19, 2008 @ 06:09am
mm.. i didn't need all that.. this summer.. freak.. :'[ i loved cody but i lost the war.. she won..but not fair..



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commentCommented on: Sat Jul 19, 2008 @ 08:56pm
no you didnt.
you won. you proved to all of us with a broken heart you can still make yourself happy.


commentCommented on: Fri Jul 25, 2008 @ 09:22am
I agree. Reading this, sounds like it could be turned into a poem.

Now my Little Story. One way it refers to us as people, so forget the names and read them as what the word means.
Other way is they're 4 people just as the story goes.

Read it again, twice thinking of what I said and you'll understand.



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