this goes for every single bf i had, my friend always hatednever liked... and the first one i have that she likes... everything goes wrong between them... she fell for him actaly, and well i was just slightly pissed about it, not mad at her, hell i totaly understood, i mean who cant fall for him... hes sweet, caring, good looking... everything you would look in a guy and well my jealousy flared a bit out of control when he was talkin to her and i was put aside... for about a full hour it was total silence from him cuz he was talkin to her and well, they found out shortly after about my jealousy and so yesterday she showed her friendship mper then anyone could ask... she mainly told my bf to get lost and not talk to her anymore... so i wouldnt be jealous. course now i feel bad, they were amazing friends and this happened cuz of my stupidity and how i cant control my feelings. i hope i get them talkin again some time, but its their choice... i already tried it didnt work so ill let it run with nudges to eachother to get them back togeather as friends. and my friend wonders why i look up to her as i do... she did this for me... i dont deserve this sometimes to have her. I love'em both, different ways but same meaning... i cant live without kat, shes been by my side and me by hers for like.. forever.. and Nick, i highly dout, now that he is in my life, that i can be without him... heart
 playwithfire · Mon Nov 08, 2004 @ 03:32am · 1 Comments |
