"If I die in go to hell real soon, It will appear to me as THIS room." - Say Anything
I was once told by an author that a writer should never listen to music with lyrics while writing because it influences the writing thought process to much. Yet, during this lethargic situation...I don't give a hoot.
So for now I shall obsessively listen to Semisonic's Closing Time until I-Tune's wonder's if I'm dead or just reliving the last song of my Junior Prom...oh what stupid times.
So tired, and yet, at the same time I could probably engage in some highly engaging activity right now without completely losing coordination...except for these stupid Olympic Gaia games. If only I could be a gamer and then whenever I feel bad about myself, just easily succeed in a game programmed by some guy that lives in his mom's basement. Can anyone say Hot Pockets?
Yes I'm being critical, yes I'm being sarcastic...yes my name is Cate. Have we met?
I'm starting to think the real reason I'm not sleeping is because of the ultimate dread of having to be surrounded by 16 year old rich kids tomorrow when I go to a driving class at 9 in the morning. One, mind you that I'm only enrolled in because my father's an a** and my mom's not here to tell my dad what an a** he is.
Once again...my name's Cate, you should be used to this by now.
Well instead of sit hear and bore you with what's left of my teenage angst and all the unresolved issues of my life, I think I may start counting how long I can hold my breath tonight. Therefore if I pass out, at least I'll have had a couple of minutes of good sleep.
1...2..3.... redface
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