Loneliness.... what does it feel like to me?
I feel really odd right now... I've got nobody to talk to. I can't even get WMM to open, so I've got nothing to distract myself with. I'm thinking too hard again.
Lonely people are so cold. Not in the sense that they try to shun people from them; a person with a whole bunch of good friends that they really trust can feel lonely sometimes, they can feel cold inside.
But why do they feel cold?
There was a kid who had a lot of friends. He was in the high-school band, he was really smart, and really popular (not in the snobby kind of way) Almost everybody liked him because he was really polite. He got along well with his family. He even knew a lot of people out of school -- he was friends with a policeman. It seemed everything in this kid's life was perfect.
One day, he went home, locked himself in his room, and shot himself in the head.
This is a true story -- it was told to me and a group of kids at elementary school by the policeman who the kid was friends with.
Why are people like that so very lonely? Why are people so very cold inside?
And why do some of them give up, and why do some struggle so hard?
Why am I so cold?
Sometimes I can't help but feel cold inside.... I haven't felt like this in a long time.
It's painful, like I'm being torn apart from the inside out. But I can't explain it.... there's no reason why I should feel like this. I think if I don't talk to somebody soon, I'm going to go insane. I need something to prove that I'm not alone.... I'm not alone....
It's empty here.
That is what loneliness is like.
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