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I know this really weird guy.
He always sits besides me.
He keeps talking random stuff, but
they can become something interesting.

The fact that If it weren't for him
I wouldn't have been in this state I am in now.
Living a life that he probably wanted, but
what now?
What more is there for me to do...

When I've hurt this guy in ways I cant explain.
I feel like I messed with his heart, his mind.
I feel like I've done something to him.
I don't know maybe its just...something.
:

[ N E W L oo K? ]

I want to color my hair
I want to color my eyes
I want to look different at least once in my life.
I want piercings on my lips.
I want to wear things I've never worn before.
I want to go crazy, but still manage my self being.
I want to be out there.
I don't want to be shy anymore.
I want to laugh out loud and scream my heart out whenever
I feel like it.
I want to change myself to being someone better.
I need to feel like I'm finally alive
No more dwelling in the past; live more for the future.
I want to be someone whose life story can change the world!
I want to continue living in different shoes.
I want to accomplish in things I've never done before.
I want to be better at academics at the same time!
I wanna pretend that I'm flying all over the place
with just my boxers and a towel tied behind my shoulders.
I wanna be...ME.

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