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Runbbyrun... Where am I? Why is there nobody around? Hello? Speaking of which why are my words not coming out out of my mouth. I only hear my voice through my head. Wow, this is weird. I'm staring out in front of me and theres nothing but an open road wide ahead. Shall I continue to walk or should I stop and take awhile to think. As I continue to walk a few more steps. I see an old image of my past. Woah, what the hell...okay, that was weird. I take another few steps. Ugh...my head. Now what's going on? This is too odd...alright lets continue. Now I'm close to the end...isn't there suppose to be a light? An opening? Why does the road stop here? I touch the end of the road and look through the darkness covering. How come I can see myself...I'm standing up, she stands. She smiles..I freak. Okay my mind is seriously getting messed up. I look again, she turns away and begins to laugh. I ask her "What's going on?" she points at herself, I guess meaning for me to look at myself. I take a look at myself and see that my legs are getting drenched in the darkness. My eyes begin to open wide with tears in falling down. Why am I crying? I don't feel pain..I look again at the girl ahead of the road, she begins to laugh a lot louder. What's going on? Why am I laughing? Is this suppose to be a funny moment? I look more down, its heading up my waist. I feel my fingertips getting cold and numb. My hearts racing. The air is getting thicker..somewhat like smoke. It's up to my chest...rising more and more..what's going on? Hey...its me...wake up.. PLEASE...someone fcken help me...no...please...no..

Posted by: xCpt Banini Sun Aug 03, 2008 @ 03:17am

Dude, sht happens. Forgive & Forget, trust me its better and healthier for your libido ;p

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Commented on: Sun Aug 03, 2008 @ 03:06pm


	); wake up please...don't cry...I'm here. Don't leave me...

Commented on: Mon Aug 04, 2008 @ 07:15am


	mae... I hope your feeling ok.. I hope I didnt provoke anything.. I just hope that the current situation.. you know blows over.. I want you to be happy, so know that you can always take sanctuary in me.. know that I'll always be there for you? k? I will never let anything happen to you. And I hope you know that I will always love you and watch out for you. NV + AE = <3 070308: I will always love you.

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Commented on: Tue Aug 05, 2008 @ 06:19pm


	Can you not hope everything? Can't you make it the way you want? Make her happy you fool. Make her smile...and laugh. Wake her up from that dream of hers. Don't let her come into your sanctuary...take her there yourself. Seriously Nikki...I hope you're ok. I'm scared even now. Whether it was me or Allen who made your write this...It scares me to think we did something wrong. It's not ok for you to be sad, crying for help. No one should be sad...lonely...scared. No one... Haha..I remember myself...oh don't mind me. I'm chewy from all the people who talked to me yesterday. Even though you're coming back...I miss you more than ever. Call me when you get back...or better yet don't call. I dunno. Smile for me ok? (;

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