i was talking to this guy bout...i want to say 2 or 3 days back. he was so quit.he was nice at frist but now he was so cold. neutral then i was thinking to myself as he fought with my friend snow....do i react with anger for talking to my friend the way he did..??? but how can i ..i cant cause the way she acted wasnt the best way to act in the frist pleace. he seem so nice i belive he was. but very cold. i wonted to get to know him so much...but i didnt move. (at the time) sweatdrop after tha he sate there like a bump on a log. snow was talking to a friend of ours named mr.dog(what we called him sweatdrop ). so thought i should go talk to him seeing the person he was talking to before had gone. when i went up to him frist thing that came out my mouth was "im srry for before" asked to be friends then he said" no casue its not go to be friends with me" at frist i thought hes playing but then i dont think he was playing....when i asked why he said "i dont care for friends..." i said "but..." then he cut me off right there and said "no buts" and..poof he was gone... i was so mad stressed and sad cry i couldnt stand it. but what can i do..nothing. neutral
as my friends talked i just whatched ...sitting right by them...i thought about what he said and it made me mad but he didnt have to tell me why....he could have not wonted to be friends....for all i know. i guess my friend snow could guess what i was thinking bout cause she hit the mark when she siad " dont worry im going to talkt o him!" eek i didnt want her to cause she didnt like him as he was and and i didnt want him to think i was annyoning..... but she did.i didnt stop....(not that i could even if i tryed sweatdrop ) i never said a word to him even though i have his name i dont want to find him. i dont want to bother him. ill leave it a t that..... emo
oh and now that i think about it there must be a reson for how cold he was.... confused
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what whispers in kyoya head.....
the thoughts that are too quit for u t hear.and the things i would never say out loud. ...those thoughts those quit thoughts....those whispers i'll put them in here...my journal
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It's ok, miss koyoya...like i said, everyone has their story. perhaps he is just not a very social person. and perhaps he was merely upset. do not worry if such things occur. as humans, we do odd things 2 protect ourselves when we feel threatend...even push people away or refuse 2 b social w/ people who associate with people who r in a sense frightening...it has nothing 2 do w/ u, i assure u...he was probably upset that ur friend didn't like him and though u or people u know would follw her example, so he decided 2 run and protect himself from such scorn. 2 better understand, u can put urself in his shoes...wouldn't u feel threatened by the friends of someone who is adimint about how much they dislike u? and on top of that, some people started agreeing and being scornful? it's all a matter of perspective...plz don't b upset...he may just need time 2 find his own friends, it has nothing 2 do w/ u or anything u have done.