Its funny,
I don't know why Im making a ******** journal entry about it but I feel empty right now...
.. I mean I know why but at the same time I am completely clueless as to why I can't obtain why I feel the things I feel right now, and how I have been feeling..
.. I feel empty.. I can't talk to Him so it kinda feels like a whole half if not more of me is missing and Im just aimlessly wandering around without an idea as to what to do on a daily basis..
His voice makes me speak..
The beat of his heart makes my blood flow...
His singing makes me want to sing along, heh, I dunno.. Just thinking about it all makes me so empty but happy at the same time. But when we ARE together again and talking, unlike right now, I feel complete... Its a beautiful feeling that I haven't felt in a while now...
Im pretty sure no one will read this, but then again I could be wrong, who knows?
But if he reads this I want him to know I love him.. I truely do.. Hell if I could I would burn a whole city at midnight to show him the light if he ever got lost in this dark abiss we call life.
I hope and I pray, yeah, I said it, I even pray to god that we never have to take seperate paths or ever trail off even for a second in our new journey in life together..
.. I dunno just hes had me try new things and has shown me so much and is so kind and everything I could ask for and more..
Sometimes when he asks me if I want anything I have to keep from laughing at the fact that I start thinking, "Oh wow, theres more?!" Its so over-whelming I can barely keep myself together when Im talking to him its so weird.
But yeah, theres my babble for the day, and sooner or later, maybe, just maybe, Gouverneur will read this and know that I mean every word..
I love you.
~*~ Emo Bunny ~*~
I don't know why Im making a ******** journal entry about it but I feel empty right now...
.. I mean I know why but at the same time I am completely clueless as to why I can't obtain why I feel the things I feel right now, and how I have been feeling..
.. I feel empty.. I can't talk to Him so it kinda feels like a whole half if not more of me is missing and Im just aimlessly wandering around without an idea as to what to do on a daily basis..
His voice makes me speak..
The beat of his heart makes my blood flow...
His singing makes me want to sing along, heh, I dunno.. Just thinking about it all makes me so empty but happy at the same time. But when we ARE together again and talking, unlike right now, I feel complete... Its a beautiful feeling that I haven't felt in a while now...
Im pretty sure no one will read this, but then again I could be wrong, who knows?
But if he reads this I want him to know I love him.. I truely do.. Hell if I could I would burn a whole city at midnight to show him the light if he ever got lost in this dark abiss we call life.
I hope and I pray, yeah, I said it, I even pray to god that we never have to take seperate paths or ever trail off even for a second in our new journey in life together..
.. I dunno just hes had me try new things and has shown me so much and is so kind and everything I could ask for and more..
Sometimes when he asks me if I want anything I have to keep from laughing at the fact that I start thinking, "Oh wow, theres more?!" Its so over-whelming I can barely keep myself together when Im talking to him its so weird.
But yeah, theres my babble for the day, and sooner or later, maybe, just maybe, Gouverneur will read this and know that I mean every word..
I love you.
~*~ Emo Bunny ~*~
