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you ever wake one day and think things are going smoothly for once? i felt that today.. talked so some great people on the phone..took a nice shower.. but i should have known it would end so fast.. i dont think i want to leave the house ever again.. least not by myself.. and i am not sure i want to be around people for awhile.. my body hurts so bad and all i want to do is cry .. and one shower became about 3 more and i still feel unclean .. why are people mean? that is all i want to know