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OK.........WEN I WAS 9 I WENT TO A SLEEP OVER AND THERE WERE ABOUT 6 GIRLS THERE AND WE WERE PLAYING TRUTH OR DARE.....I WAS STUPID AND CHOSE DARE.......WELL, THERE WAS A DITCH ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE FENCE AND THEY DARED ME TO GO WALK IN THE WATER. I WAS SCARED s**t-LESS.........NOT THAT THEY KNOEW.......SO I CLIMBED OVER.....AND STARTED WALKING AROUND IN THE WATER....THEN I SAW A FACE.... I THOUGHT IT WAS ONE OF THE GIRLS TRYING TO SCARE ME....SO I KEPT MY COOL. I GOT CLOSER AND STARTED TO SCREAM FOR HELP......THERE WAS A BOY ABOUT MY AGE LAYING FACE UP IN THE SHALLOW PART OF THE WATER. THE AMBULENCE GOT THERE AND SAID THERE WAS A LITTLE BOY SWIMMING IN THE LAKE TWO DAYS EARLIER AND DROWNED. WHEN HIGH TIDE CAME IN IT WASHED HIM DOWN THE LAKE AND INTO THE DITCH.

THE REASON I WROTE THIS IS BECAUSE EVERYNIGHT IT REPLAYS IN MY HEAD AND I JUST FEELS GOOD FOR MY HEAD TO BE EMPTY FOR ONE NIGHT....AND I FEEL BETTER TALKING ABOUT IT CUZ ON SHOWS IF YOU HOLD IT IN FOR A LONG TIME....... THOSE CRAZY FREAKS START SHOOTING PEOPLE LEFT AND RIGHT! ORBECOME CHILD MOLESTERS.....AND THEN TRY TO USE A CHILDHOOD EXCUSE TO SAVE THERE a**........AND A LOT OF TIME ITS TRUE BUT MORE PEOPLE GET AWAY WITH SAYING THAT NOW A DAY MORE THAN EVER. BASICALY..........ITS GOOD TO TELL MY STORY.

THE ONLY BAD THING IS THAT I CANT FORGET HIS FACE..........HE HAD PALE EYES........LIKE NO MIDDLE THING IN THE CENTER........AND HIS FACE WAS ALL....LIKE SWOLLEN UP................IDUNNOW? I GUESS IM OUT!
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