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Havent you ever felt you've been stabbed in the back again,
Like you just wanna cry but no tears will come out,
Like whenever you wanna scream,
You open your mouth but theres no shout,

Pain and suffering is all I've ever felt,
My rage and hate is bottling inside me,
Creating a monster I don't want to be,

Dont tell me you understand,
Dont try comforting me,
You're the one who started this pain,
Now you feel guilty and wish it all away,

You made who I am,
Locking me up inside,
Sealing me shut,
Turning off the lights,
Leaving me there to rot,

12 years pass,
Now when you need me again,
You expect me to help,
But I'd rather rot another 12 years,
Than help the one who put me here.

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This is dedicated to my dad
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