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I'm so confused. I'm in a battle between my heart and my spirit. My spirit says forget every thing that happened in my life but my heart says keep my memories forever. I don't know what to do. I take one blow after another from my spirit and my heart. I have to choose. But how is what I wounder. I don't understand any one. Not even my own family. My head is spinning. What should I do?