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Why do I understand people but yet no one understands me? Why do I love yet no loves back? God Dammit. Always understanding, never understood. Always loving, yet, never loved. Loneliness is eating me away, and while I wither I still think of her. Yeilding so far back, out of my reach, into dark. In this dark I wonder is this girl out of my head? "I think so." But, yet no, in my dreams she lives and even so in my dreams I no longer reside. I feel like I want, really want to, dissapear and die. Falling in love so easily, falling out to damn hard I break my heart on the way down, I shatter. God how I despise rolling with the ounches, i want to punch back, but I get my grip, but I'm losing it the vise like grip is slipping away. One day the grip will snap out of place and out of line and it will be too late. stressed