I open my eyes slowly, the image of the person ahead of me slowly becoming clearer. My eyes fully opened now, I am faced with an image of myself. No mirrors. Just another me.
In a blink of an eye Im taken back in time To those moments of silence...
When I would be with a group of friends, all of them tellings jokes. I knew one...but didn't say it.
When I was faced with something that I didn't like...but I didn't say anything.
When I was with that boy for which my heart throbbed...but I didn't say I love you heart
When I had so much to say...but my lips didn't move
[Time stopped]
Im alone with myself again.
I take a step forward, trying to reach out for myself. But I can't...for there is an invisible wall between us. This wall...the reason for why I was not able to speak up and be heard.
I have to break it. But for that...I need to become a stronger person. And perphaps...I may need some help. Someone who is willing to reach out. To lend a hand. To stand by me. And help me break this wall so that I can become...free.
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