Everything I happen to look at has no meaning everything I happen to turn to has no feelings.....I have no feeling at all.....my love is gone and my heart is torn....I try to cry out for help from 1 another but....nothing seems to be there.....my tears seem to have fallen....my eyes weep with sadness.....my smile has vanished and my eyes have lost meaning....as I search for a way out of this darkness....nothing seems to help....as I look for the light for freedom and the wind that blows my hair....I am in a world of sadness and nothing fills me with thoughts in my mind....all I can ask is why and why was I the 1 struck by Cupids arrow....to fall in love and be broken to a thousands pieces...my love is lost but so is my care for others....I walk alone this blank road....looking for the purpose in life....people that seems to read is to not drive me to insanity I had to put him on my ignore list had to keep from talking to him....but everytime I think....about him...the more closer I feel the pain grow.....I have lost others before but has never hurt this much in my time.....I have lost trust....of parents but was worth the risk of talking to him....now it is down to where....I am forced and my father is involved.....trust is something I may have to earn back but I will never forgive them for what they have done to me....
To day at school: Today was boring I have done nothing but sit looking at the board.....I have done nothing but ignored my peers as I stare at a blank wall thinking and thinking...I have changed in a week....it feels weird but.....does it matter....I wonder if I truly would forgive my parents....I never forgiven many people in this world and doubt I ever will.... who knows.....maybe I will in the future....
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