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Me venting/ranting/complaining/whining/whatever you call it |
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I'm bored and tired. It's rainy outside. My gramma has a grudge against me today. Whatever. I'm just kinda sitting here, listening to music on youtube.
So far, this school year is pretty good. But it was only the 2nd day. I hate where my locker is though. Oh well, I'll just take Katie's locker. It's in a better spot anyhow.
Nicholas's dad Aaron is out of prison again. He was down in the canton area (so says crackhead), so I was really freaked out yesterday, and still am, and probably still will be tomorrow. I mean, what if he shows up when we're at school and Gramma and Nicholas are sleeping?
Everything is just so worry-some lately for me. I truely hate how in the beginning of school, the teachers want all of your fees the first week. And this year, it's really bad because we're behind on bills, and crud, and the teachers are like, GIMME THE FEES!, and they make you go out and buy things, and blah blah blah blah.
And it doesn't help that my dad tells me that he's giving me a car. He's done this since JUNE, and comes up with a different excuse, OR no response at all everytime I ask him about it. -_- And I'm STUPID enough to think that maybe that time he'll actually live up to his word. I put way too much trust in people, and I only end up getting hurt. Over and over again. I'm about to the point where I'm going to tell him to take the car and shove it up his a**, because my mom will get me one (but not until December). But then I think, Oh, maybe he'll give it this time, and I don't. Whatever. I hate myself when I do that.
I feel like I lost friends this summer. They lied to me, hurt my feelings more than once, totally ignored me, excluded me, etc.
Everything is just building on top of something else, and I don't really know what to do about most of it, since most of it isn't something that can be fixed. cry
SuperSingingSox · Wed Aug 27, 2008 @ 10:48pm · 0 Comments |
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