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his memory is killing me.
trapped in the past for to long
ive faught so hard over his death
and now im moving on

i hope its what he wants
im done fighting for this
theres nothing i can do for him
but remember all the bliss

ive faught the guy who killed him
ive faught so hard and long
and now it seems so pointless
i no longer feel so strong

i felt like i was gonna get somewere
i felt that i did something good
i just got to let it go
and do what he would


crying god i miss you ty. why did you have to fight. why did you do that for me. i wasnt worth it. you shoulda just walked away like i did. its all my fault. i let you die. i let you take the fall for me. ill never forgive myself. and you shouldent eather. im not worth it.