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I haven't written a journal entry lately, and so I felt the urge to do one. School is coming up, and is starting on this next Tuesday for me, and I'm really happy that I'm going to be able to see all my friends that I don't really get to hang out with during the summer, but I'm also really nervous. I'm starting 9th grade, and I've had really bad anxiety since the last month of my 7th grade year. Unfortunately for me I'm going to have bad anxiety on Tuesday, and so I'm going to be dizzy all day, and I'm going to end up not eating any breakfest in the morning, so I'll feel sick. Luckily I'm going to take some pills, so they'll help calm me down...hopefully. Last time I took some, they didn't really work all that well, but then again I only took half of one. *As you may have noticed I'm not calling the pills by name, but that's because I can't remember what they're called. Haha...-.-*
Anways let's get off that topic shall we? Yeah, ok so I've promised to finish my AkuRoku chapter 4 before August is over right? Well I only have two days left, and I'm like, "s**t! I gotta get over this writer's block like right now!" so I'm kind of freaking out a little...well not freaking out, but I'm getting a little mad at myself since I've already got a couple pages down. I'm thinking of finishing it today before I go to bed. I usually get my best ideas really late at night. So far my first 3 chapters are up on carameldansen.deviantart.com
Alright so yesterday I bought a bunch of gel type marker pens, and 3 black outliner type sharpie thingys. Only one of them is an actual Sharpie. I just had gotten the urge to ride my bike up to dollar general, since meijers was really far away, and get some markers to color in my pictures. I wish I could buy some copic markers though. I would totally love it if I could find some for really cheap somewhere, but I only know of some places to get them on the internet, and the lowest I've seen is like $150 which is like half off I think. Copic markers are really freakin' amazing though, so I think it'd be worth it to buy them. Now all I have to do is get better at drawing in my art classes, and at home so when I do get really good at coloring, the pictures will look much better.
I'm gonna finish my journal entry with a 'buh-bye.'
Haha. Alright now, seeya. heart
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