Alright, I've been off for a while, and I'll explain it all to you guys, maybe you can help me out with this a bit.
First, I'm feeling conflicted over two guys.
Okay, so my boyfriend, I'll call him C, is nice, and he's liked me for three years, I have lunch with his over protective friend, and I go to school with him. He's cool, and he makes me smiled a lot, he's really smart, and I like him, well, as a really good friend. The reason I'm feeling conflicted is because I met a new guy through my family, he the son of the family's friends. So, I'll call him M. He makes me swoon. He's amazing, he's hot, he like the same music as me, he's athletic, he plays guitar (like me), he's halarious, he can always make me smile, he's the reason my mom married her new husband. I think I truely love him. But, I'm scared to date him, since he's the family's friend, I'll see him a lot, and it'll ruin my friendship with him if things don't work out.
The Advice my mom gave me: Don't rush into anything, don't break up with your boyfriend, things have a way of working themselves out.
Well, I'll stick to her advice, I'm just feeling a bit torn. I'm so inlove with M, and I only think of C as a brother. But, I'm just gonna try and get through this. Great. *laughs* This'll be interesting.
What next? High School. I'm a freshman.
Yeah, I made it through my first week with two tornados touching down a few miles down the road. xd It was an interesting experince, but I just want to get out of that crazy place. The hall ways are packed, and I have no time to go to the bathroom during school, nor can I get to my locker. xd
And finally, the horrors are past.
Yeah, we had the reception yesterday, I saw Rain, I saw M, we had a blast, and I walked over a mile. I wish yesterday could have lasted forever. Even though M picked on me a bit (in a friendly, funny way, he never made me upset by it), and Rain joined in, the day barely had any room to get any better.
Weel, that's all!
Love you guys!
Ttfn,
Rin
PS: Has anyone else noticed the domo emoicon is gone? I miss it. xd
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