have you ever wished that you were someone else’s kid? you know "i wish i was my teachers' daughter. she's so ******** cool!" well i thought that while riding my bus to school except my thought was, "i wish i was my uncles daughter. i'd get a chance to be normal and it would be great." i had walked past my uncles work on my walk to the bus stop, and i stopped and talked to him, (for the first time in like a year) which is why i had that thought on the bus. but after that thought this one came up, "if i had been his daughter and i had been a normal teenage girl then i wouldn't be me. i wouldn't have my personality, i'd have a different one. i'd possibly be a prep and not the weird outcast that i am currently. i would never have divorced parents, i wouldn't have my niece and nephew- sara and zack, or my brother. i wouldn't have any of my memories (weather they haunt me or not). and i would never have met any of my closest (and only) friends. true i would have friends and chances are that i would be able to go and hang out with them but they wouldn't be my friends. my friends who time and time again give me a reason to hold on. my friends who have been there for me in my darkest hours." i know i'm a big whiner even though i don't have very much of a reason to.
MOST IMPORTANT PART!
have you ever noticed the effect of your words? actions may speak louder than words, but with words once they've been said then that's that. words hurt and that's a fact. it surprises me how oblivious people are to how much words effect people. when i was young my mom used to always make me promises, and never keep them. (yeah, she still does it) that left a mark on me, just like your words will leave a mark on someone. words will always do that, the trick is to leave a good mark. don't walk up to someone and tell them something hurtful, everyone’s life is different. while yours may very well be great, the person that you pick on daily may have to go home to a father who beats the snot out of him/her. it's not fair but if you don't know anything about the person other than that he/she is your own private punching bag, then there's not much that you can do to help them out. what is even worse is that they have to put up with your ******** s**t and whatever else thats shitty in their life. have you ever noticed the people killing themselves? you know why? (my opinion so don't condemn me) it's because too many things pile up and they can't stand it anymore. do you think calling them names and being part of a class that hates them in unison is going to help them the ******** out? NO! if you're in a class where everyone hates just one person, then would it kill you to tell the rest of the class, "shut the ******** up. its old now." would that REALLY kill you? in my opinion it might make that persons life just a bit more bearable. just keep in mind how hurtful your words could be.
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