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I put my hand to my heart but i don't feel a beat
I'm starting to feel cold from my head to my feet
The moment you said that you were gone
I knew i did something wrong
I don't blame you for not being here
I blame myself for having so much fear
I feared that you would leave me all alone
That you would leave me waiting by the phone
But now i see the outcome of the game
We both for different reasons feel pain
I blame you for mine you blame me for yours
And yet you took all my sanity when you left out the door
And you put my mind to the test
I Failed because the little niceness i have is gone
And i think you were right when you said it was ganna happen all along
But i still stand here crazy but with smiles and friends
Me alone is something i would never have to pretend
I will never leave no matter how far you push miles, city's, states,country's, or planets it dose not matter how far you go in your head
Because i will always be there because i won't leave a friends for dead
Hate me with all your heart and go on and wish i would die
Make me sad make me mad make me cry
But i won't let go
Because a FAKE friend would and so i won't