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Have I really changed?
You think I have problems...
You think somethings wrong with me?
Maybe there is.
I'd share it with you, but what's the use?
It just makes me feel worse afterwards.
We said we'd be together, we said we'll always be friends...
Now we stand farther apart than before.
I want to speak but my mouth runs dry...
and the person I see in your eye is not you.
I see him...you're changing...you're more like him now.
You're still that person I see becoming successful, but everything about you is so different.
I hope you're happy with him...especially since you don't realize that there are friends who need you.
Me...I needed you once...but not now.
It's like you wanted, my feelings for you are fading.
Now's not the time to talk about me, or even care what's wrong with me.
There are other's crying, screaming, needing a friend.
As I've always done for you...
As I've been there for you...
I'll do what I can...
Then eventually like what's happening now...
I'll wash away as if I was never there.
Just a ghost, a memory...
A feeble thought to run throuh your mind,
To crawl on your skin.
I'll be there, but never be.
Will you let me die away like your other friends now?
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I'm sorry that I can't be that person
anymore that you'd vent too.
We said we'd be friends, but
the farther we get the more colder
I feel. I don't know whats happening to me, but
you just don't realize, I'm in your shoes.
I'm so used to always being there for you
as a friend, I'm glad that your feelings are
fading, but I don't want to lose the talks
as friends.
Maybe it's just a little ackward now, I wouldn't
really know, maybe nows the time to
finally say ''goodbye" to what we used to have.
Maybe start out a new, but if I really
am changing, then I'm sorry.
But.
I do promise, I'll be successful no doubt about that.
I'm sorry.
Am I really letting my friends die?
Am I really? Or is it because
I feel so very cold&&empty
Hiding between every line of words
I say and the background of the smile
on my face.
Maybe me eyes have gotten colder due do the
people I wish to be with.
I'm not strong enough to
stable myself like I used too.
Maybe its because he's always with me, but
he's the only one.
Out of the fewest that talk to me, nobody wants to
come near me, its not like I only need him.
I have friends...maybe some of them just ain't here.
I dont want to stand the fact
of making him lonely.
I can't.
Not when I'm there, I won't.
Can't you people see?
I'm nuturing someone
thats been hiding.
It doesn't mean I wont
be here for you.
I'm so ******** sorry everyone.
Nobody cared to realize, I'm nothing without my friends.
So thank you.
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im really sorry if im burdening you in any way..
im really sorry... i dont mean to if i am..
sorry.