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September 5

"Please go to page--"

I hear my instructors voice, but I don't hear him. My heart aches. It hurts so much. . .I feel so lonely and flickers of memory flash across my sight. I do something, another flash. It's a memory of the same person every time. . .

It feel like it has been so long since I last spoke to him. . .


. . .


Why can't I stop thinking of him?


I could probably go out with Raven, but. . .thinking of saying yes makes my heart constrict. I can't breathe sometimes. Have to say no, i'd think, have to. . .


I must be a complete idiot to be so head over heels for him. it's not like I even know what he looks like! He lives in a different state. . .Love destined to fail. But. . .he likes me too, doesn't he? This kind of love doesn't always fail. . .right?

Someone hit me. . .maybe i'll get some sense knocked into me.