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... well today (in fact this whole week) has been rather interesting... I'm rather ticked at myself, plus I have a lot of other stuff on my mind... and I've been finding that if I write in a journal like this, it goes away... so *breaks out assignment book*

to start out, last night I was at church until 10 pm working on the brand-new projection system and getting it ready for Sunday (I have to run it because Cory won't be there...) and then started my homework at 11, went to sleep at around 1:30, and got up again at 5:15 (a special treat to myself ...>.< wink to finish. so the day was rather long... my stomach still hurts because I had a can of pop and a glass of (thankfully not sour) milk for breakfast... xD no solid food until lunch...

*sigh* ok. First hour was pretty normal, but we got this really cool but hard music (Iron Man) that, after we all played it through for the first time (it was crap) everyone in the band room just started laughing. ^^ I'm looking forward to learning that song... plus I really wanna start on concert music already... *sighs again* such a band freak. cool

2nd hour... biology. hmmm... rather funny, actually, because the teacher is new at teaching, so she had planned for us to take half an hour on this one quiz. she handed it out (after about 10 minutes of repeating the same instructions for it over and over...) and we had it done in about 5-10 minutes. xD so then we could go to our lockers and get stuff. I was the last one to go out to my locker because I had to run to the library really quick and drop off the internet permission form thinger...

3rd hour...spanish. I have realized today that I am, in fact, more horrible at spanish numbers than I had first thought (and that's getting pretty bad...) so it must've been interesting to see me flipping through pages looking for the one everyone else was on... xD we also watched a video thinger as usual, and (also as usual) it was retarded. I despise the horrible acting and costumes and greasy hair and loose clothing and retarded expressions of supposed "actors" in that movie thing. and yet, for those very same reasons, its funny...

4th hour... phy ed. today was... hmm how to put it... embarrassing. Mr. Winter put us in groups today (instead of us choosing our own) and, as it would turn out, was put with Brandon Ardoff and Levi Koenen. And it would also turn out that I despise both of them, although my irk-ed-ness at Levi is starting to show signs of starting to ebb away because he's like the only MACCRAY kid that goes to State every year in 4-H in general projects beside me. All the other kids from MACCRAY that go to State have livestock. *very proud of school* biggrin so anyways back to archery- it sucked. horribly. like I hit the target maybe twice out of about 12+ times shooting. crying I feel really bad that Brandon had to retrieve my arrows from way out on the other side of the field... hey even though I despise him, I still felt guilty... I don't like him for several reasons. 1- he and his dad used to live on our farm, and his dad worked for mine. we used to play together all the time, although I don't remember ever hearing of him until he transferred to MACCRAY. anyways one day his dad just up and left us, and took some calves while he was at it... stare 2. I am 110% sure that he has drugs. in fact, that's what he and Jordan were talking about during archery- that if he was caught, he'd be totally screwed. DUH. xD but today he acted like a gentleman to my face for me, so for that I'm grateful...

5th hour... lit/comp. I just read Muhyo and Roji all hour instead of working on the writing assignment because for one, I was borrowing Muhyo from Krin, and I'd had it for about a week so I thought it was high time to give it back... and two, because I know from experience that when I write, I do the whole thing in one big block. not just a few scribbles on paper and THEN the magic. I'll take just the magic, plz and thanx. xD

Lunch... ugh. well Jenna was sitting by herself, but she was across the table from Caitlin L, Abbey S, and Darren whats-his-face (the junior one.) and they were asking her THE most retarded questions in the universe, in THE most annoying can-you-hear-me-little-retard? voice imaginable. I just sat there for a second, gathered the situation, and told them to shut up. it took a little bit, but they did. I could see Jenna's fingers clawing into the table, with an angered look on her face as she glared at the wall, away from the interrogators. and I knew it was bad. so I figured I would let her play it out with herself as she usually does, and I let her alone in the practice room today while I finished Muhyo and Roji in the hallway. Emily V. was also in the band room, looking close to tears for some reason. She was trying to contact her mom to ask what she had all done in 4-H throughout high school for her college thinger or whatever...

6th hour... geometry. we had a quiz today. I was scared out of my wits, because the way Mr. Schultz goes about his tests is kinda weird, but extremely logical at the same time... you see what he did today was have us finish part of the quiz that we couldn't use our calculators on (to find which graph matched each function) first, then he'd highlight the answers so you couldn't go back and change them. I was tempted to try to erase it just to see what would happen... xD after that we got to have calculators... anyways the rest of that quiz was pretty simple, so for that I'm glad... I had to keep reminding myself to breathe deeply, though... otherwise I would've gone bonkers. >.<

7th hour... art. this was rather eventful, with me restarting my entire project (not satisfied with the quality...) and also learning of some bad news about Josie. She went to the doc yesterday, and in art she told us that they found a lump in her mouth... I'm really scared for her... crying and to make matters even worse for her, she told me tonight at the football game that there are even more matters to add to that (won't enumerate here though)... crying Jenna and I (she was in a better mood then for the rest of the day... O.o suspect its an act...) also discussed plans for next weekend! >.< her b-day is coming up (date will not be disclosed here... ninja ) and she's planning on having the party next friday by the sounds of it... they still have to finalize the plan with their mom, but I'm pretty sure it'll work... the whole gang will come! biggrin she also has some other things planned, too, I believe... >.<

8th hour... history. Well Emily H. was being just plain bratty to other kids (though I think she was trying to retort like most people can do successfully without being thought of as rude (but evidently that's not her thing...)) but when we were together, both of us were pretty quiet, and since we both kinda rule the class in terms of grades, we worked fairly well together collaborating our ideas instead of one of us forcing all our ideas on the other as what usually happens... ^^ thankfully we didn't have to give our oral presentation (no notes, no books.... x.x) of our section today! (the first 3 groups went today... we're the 4th. o.o) but that also means we have to worry about it all weekend... -_-

then after that we headed home, where I bottle-fed the kittens (I've figured out that you have to put them in a cloth bag when you bring them to the house otherwise they'll eat you alive... x-x) then headed to the football game. mom made me drive, and we took the route that I had gotten lost at. >.> <.< it went more successfully this time, since we ended up getting there early... I think when we were actually playing for band, Jordan Smith purposely sat behind me and blew his lungs out to try and deafen me... well now I have a headache so... *glares* then half-time was very interesting, with the danceline girls doing a routine to Coming Undone by Korn. lol they should've done it closer to Halloween... looked kewl. cool then for the rest of the game, I wore my over-sized letterman's jacket (which, I assure you, I have vowed to fix come Tuesday) and sat with mom next to the VanClompenburgs.

In the beginning of the game, I had to baby-sit Karen and her latest thing, Chris. He's 18 years old, and her 7th bf already. I told her in the car on the way home that if he and her were somehow left alone together, he could go to jail for life for statutory rape or something like that... then a little later Karen was whining because mom won't let her go to the movies tomorrow with her friends for the 3rd week in a row, and I finally told her to have her ***** bring her if she wanted to go so bad. I also told her that if she really cares about Chris (which I seriously doubt... if she did care about any of her bfs they would've lasted longer than 2 months...) she would let go of him and get out of his life. as if she'll ever do that... >=[ I could quote my mother on something related to this subject, but I'd best not... ninja

hmmm... also tonight munchkin was looking good in an oversized sweatshirt (didn't get close enough to read it though... looked kinda like my GPC one... O.o) and a BASEBALL CAP, which I have never seen on him before. heart xD I kinda watched his whereabouts all night... I know that he'll never like me, but seeing as how I'm having issues giving up on him, I just want to keep watch over him and I'll help out if need be. I really do care about him... its just... really, really really hard to get that through...

crap there's a lot of other stuff that I wanna talk about, but it looks like I'm gonna have to wrap it up pretty quick... its 11 pm (thank goodness its the weekend- computer rules need not apply! biggrin ) and I've gotta check my other sites too... rolleyes so until next time, folksies. cool