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I wish to sleep
I wish that all the horrors of the world would end
And I could sleep
All the endless noise and disgusting sounds
Would just cease
All the hatred over stupid things would leave
And peace would remain
I cannot see
I am blind
I do not want to see
My home is lost to me and now it will remain beautifull in memory
But memory cannot replace reality
I have faded
The sky is blue
This I know
But without the light
The world can't grow
I am crying
There seems no end to the flow
Of pain
It goes on and on
And I remain
Silent
And still
Kept in the dark
By sheer force of will
Will my heart mend from the pain?
That comes to me over and over again
Will my dear friend come back
Or leave me to fend where there is nothing but black
Nothing but this endless darkness
To accompany me in my ended light
At the edges of my reality
The friend is gone
The light of the past has faded
My tears remain
Dripping in the snow
Unfreezing it in it's warm sadness
Where do these tears leave me?
Am I to be happy?
She surely got what she wanted
The one she hated wept at his mistake
And her dear friend who loved her left
Is there any peace?
Is there any light?
Will I say good bye
To that fading light?
What will happen when there is nothing left
Nothing but me in the dark of eternity
I hold them dear and do not let go
But hatred is all she prevailed to show
Where am I?
There seems to be flowers
There seems to be snow
All seasons seem to take place
And I don't know when they are or where
I am lost
I keep on trying to run
But that sea......
It is lapping at my feet