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ok. tonight is going by WAY TOO FREAKIN' FAST! D= I have accomplished absolutely nothing tonight except play piano until my brains fried... x-x

anyways I was just attempting to work on my art project (the one that's supposed to be due really really soon if it isn't already... stare ) and dad was interviewing a guy. There were 3 guys- one was his brother, and the other was his bro-in-law. the bro-in-law had to translate for the possible worker. can u guess what race they are? xD sry... but yeah we had ILLEGAL IMMIGRANTS LOOKING FOR WORK HERE!!! crying and u know what else?

DAD IS SERIOUSLY THINKING ABOUT HIRING HIM!!! *sobs even more* dad'd train in the english-speaking one, then he'd train in the spanish-speaking one. crying

we are that desperate for decent help... today our one part-time highschool helper, Matt S. (yes the one that.... *overcome with anger*) QUIT!!! i mean, HE FREAKING QUIT US FOR SOMETHING BETTER!!! but I'm glad he's gone. he never was here when he needed to be, so mom and dad were always out doing what he was supposed to be doing, and then he goes and says that he found a place where they paid him more and he got to do "more stuff". well der if he'da wanted to work more here, HE'D'VE HAD TO HAVE BEEN HERE MORE OFTEN THAN HE WAS!!! and that would've also increased his pay... *stomps off*

*walks back in tears* so what a situation. if things keep going the way they do, we're gonna have to sell out. sell all the livestock and rent out the buildings. crying we'd hopefully still live here, but........ 4 generations. 4 generations of hard family work. of building this place to what it is now. of memories too sweet to leave behind, of summer adventures... dammit. damn this s**t to hell. crying