Recently I realized I was holding onto a love that would never happen, so I decided to give up on it. Now, this love is still a very close friend of him, and what's scary is that he's starting to destroy himself now that I have.
Mind you, I didn't tell him I was still in love with him before, nor did I tell him I have given up on the love now, but still. Karma.
Today I just received a message from him, saying that he's barely making it in college as far as nutrition goes. He survives on food from his roommate, fast food, and... well, when he doesn't get either he just doesn't eat.
He stays up late playing video games. Still does his work.
And he also happened to be at a frat party yesterday, where he had a friend taking care of him after he threw up from a "wicked hangover". Things don't look good.
Yes, he's not a person of romantic interest anymore, but you guys all know how much of a bleeding heart I am. I hate hearing about when my friends are ruining themselves like that... I don't even know what to say to him...
 Madame Tequila-chan · Sun Sep 28, 2008 @ 08:18pm · 0 Comments |
