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I need to vent. I really do.

I dunno. I just feel like doing something really stupid right now.
Like just to get me into a LOT of trouble stupid.

*sigh* im confused.

What do they want from me?
i have to ******** beg my dad for the old computer. I have to do it. Not me, not my mom, not the lawyers, but me.

I dont know why, but thats what he said. 'She can have the computer if SHE asks me for it. I wont give it to anyone until SHE asks first.

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That right there should seem pretty shitty. Like as if he wants to make me crawl on my knees and beg for his forgivness!

UHHHH!!!!!!!

And yesterday i had two surprises from my mom!!

Surprise number 1: * its my fault that she has to quit school. That its
my fault because i didnt want to live in San Diego and make driving easier for her.

Surprise number 2: * She needs to borrow 400$ from me.

400 ******** dollars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everytime i lend her money do i ever get it back?! No.

But aparantly its MY fault. And im also the only person she feels good enough to mooch off of!!

And now its Friday and i had 2 games to go to. But i ended up going to the golf game.. and losing.. but getting 4th place btw.. which is pretty good considering its me... but anyways!!!!!!!

Okay so i try calling my mom to pick me up and she doesnt answer and when she finally does shes all 'Hey im in Imperial with Tracy. I'll be there in a few minutes.'

So im like 'Great.' So i stood there waiting like 20 minutes later after everyone left and she shows up..

Her car smelled gross.. like alcohol. I was pissed...

But she said she was going to go back with Tracy (old friend) after she dropped me off.. going to some bar or something.. so im just like ********!
'okay fine..'

So she leaves.. oh but did i mention the fact that she left in some slutty shirt and with pants that cant even stay on?

omg... the shirt was like as if it had just come out of my closet! It had her stomach just hanging out there and it was low cut.. like LOW cut.. that made me pissed!

I mean, what do i have to do to get a little sanity!?!?!?!?!?!?

Im sorry for whoever reads this.. im in a really pissed off mood.. can you tell???