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so this is really not the best thing that happend its still going in my journal

break away Poem by cute Akogara

Im here now wishing that you would just leave me be
you said you loved me but that was never true
from day one there was something in your eyes that told me that you never cared
you never felt anything for me
you may of told me those things you may of said you ment it but I know in my heart you never ment those things you just said them to make me feel better
why did I find out the truth like this?
why did you not keep it from me if you did not want me to know?
why did you allow me to get hurt like I did?
those questions all have the same answer you dont care what happens
you left the truth for me to see and now Im hurt just as much as I ever was
I now walk this path alone accepting pain that I will never know and I wish I would not know or feel
I wish someone would come and save me from this path I walk
but I know the more I cry the less someone is going to hear
I gave up and lid down and let the pain over come me
with every boot to my ribs and every kick to the jaw my life fades bit by bit
you wanted to tear me apart just like you did thats just part of this story
I will never know sweet love and I will never know kindness
I will never feel the warmth of the sun ever again
I hurt myself to see it too
to see the knife I put in you
I was some mistake to you
I never ment much
I was a thorn in your side
a knife in your back
keeping you from things you could of done
I can say Im sorry I can try to give it all back but you will never forgive me