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so school started a month ago i was happy it did summer was so boring. But then i found out i have absolutly no classes with my crush crying , he still doesnt know i like him so at least thats something, but i wish he would like me aswell, but now that we almost never see each other how will that happen?

I have taken some leaps of faith and told all my friends about my crush, in return they told me thiers, it was some pretty juicy gossip. I believe they are all trust worthy, but if they arent their in trouble if any of my secrets got out i would die. burning_eyes

I am not that old but already i have started to write my own book, if i want to be an author why not get a head start? So far its not that long but i think it will be great. Im not going to tell my parents how embarassing would that be? Its your typical book of adventure fetureing a boy and a girl so there can be some romance in it aswell.
Just this week i entered a writing contest and i think i have a good shot at winning it. to win you had to write a scary story under 200 words the best one would recieve a prize of 50$, not exactly worth while but winning a writing contest would look good on an about the author page dont you think?

Im still obsessed with naruto and i think thats kind of sad i tryed so hard to not like it anymore, i mean other people in my grade dont watch anime. at school i feel like a 2 year old surounded by 5 year olds. Its not that im dumb, i actualy get really good grades, but im different i like other things then everyone else. but there is no way i let myself get pushed around i stand up for myself and anyone who messes with me or my friends gets burned.

I think i read too much. i have already finsihed 20 books since school stated and every one else in my class has only finished about 2. It kind of wierd but i can never put a book down, i have one next to me right now, i need to get outside more. im as pale as a ghost and in serious need of a tan, but thats just not what people think my personalyity is. If someone saw me doing that what would they think? they would think maybe she isnt the cool tom boy i thought she was, maybe she does care about what other people think-which i dont, but staying inside is seriously not good for you. at least i play a sport through, so im active.

I think im feeling kind of down today, im really quiet and thats just not like me. but i dont really have cause to be sad. my writing is kind of depressing to, like before i was trying to continue the story i wrote about earlier but i had writers block, usually the ideas just flow, ya know? sad