So, I'm up at 00:33 CST, typing a journal entry when I should be practicing for my All-State Orchestra auditions, which are at 08:24 this morning. I should actually be sleeping, considering I have to be on a bus to go to another school in the city at 07:15. I really don't think I'm going to get any sleep because I am so stressed and so nervous that I can't even think straight.
Anyway...I am extremely tired, I got off the phone with my very encouraging boyfriend about an hour ago, I am sleep-deprived enough as it is, I don't have my scales memorized, and I think I'm ultimately screwed, but everyone else thinks I'll do fine. Is that normal?
I really hope I make it. It is the biggest youth orchestra in the state and they only accept 24 violas...I think...maybe less...
BTW, if you want to see my sucky version of the etude I have to play, go to youtube and look up: ItachiundSasuke. That's my channel.
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