NIGHTMARE I LIVE
Why is it that no -one ever wants to know my name.
Why is it that when anything goes wrong. I'm blamed.
Why does no-one ever see the positive side to me.
Not that there ever is a positive side to see.
Why is it that everyone makes me hate my life?
Why is it that I end up depending on my knife?
why do I have to suffer endless self loathing or self hatred?
Why is it that every step of my life is devastated?
What is it I have done to make you hurt me so much?
I need support.
I hate to live without a caring touch.
I'm lost.
uncertain hate my life.
and dont know where to go.
I want to see if my life will inprove.
but doubt I will want to know.
The emptiness. despair I feel just pulses through my veins.
The way you all just jeer at me brings countless pangs an pains.
So what is it exactly that i have done to you To deserve this awful treatment.
bringing me to do what I do.
So now instead of loving life.
I'm riddled with nasty scars.
When I should be enjoying all.
and thanking lucky stars.
but instead
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