My life just seems to get more and more complicated. This year has been one of trials. Bonds were tested. Friends seperated. School ended for me. I'm now in the working world. I have one final test to take and I take that in 3 weeks. I'm nervous about it, but know I'll do fine.
Losing people is always the hardest part about life. So much seems to happen in a short amount of time and then it's all gone. I don't understand how.
People get hurt so fast. Dad was taken to the emergency room today because he couldn't walk. At the moment they think it's torn cartilidge but who knows.
I know it's all pointless in the end rambling on about problems like this. Not finding the right words you actually want to use to describe what you feel. Knowing you may never be truly happy. Putting on a false facade just to make people think that you are happy. Hoping to find someone that can make your life happy. Who knows when all the madness will actually end.
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