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Stupid Stupid Stupid.

This week is going so horribly wrong. The only good thing is school surprisingly enuf.... GRRR why does everything have to fall apart at the same time??? My dad might be losing his job, I turned down one of my friends who asked me out even though I really like him and to make matters worse: I'M FAILING TRIG!!! COULD IT GET ANY WORSE?! And for some reason I think that my best friend is mad at me...like she doesnt talk to me like she used to...maybe it's cuz I'm busy with college or something...idk. Not liking life right now I mean today was going pretty well and I was having lotz of fun and laughing with my friends but then always when I get home the stress comes back and I just feel like sitting in my room and crying until I cant cry anymore....I dont know what to do. I'm getting only two hours of sleep every night and that isnt healthy whatsoever....gr! arrgh! I wanna leave. Run away and leave everything behind...start over again...idk what to do...I may not log on for awhile...If you dont see me on it doesnt mean I ran away I just need a break from life...yeah

If i'm on tomorrow then i guess im on so whatever...
kthxbai.