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I feel as if I'm living as a useless being. As I go on living I feel the pain coming at my heart deeper. =\ I see you walk past me without saying thingss like you use to. We've come so far yet to let something tear us apart. Now thingss everywhere is going wrong for me. I found this poem that explainss my feelingss at this very moment for you. Please curse and swear at me So i can hear your voice Please call me names so i know I’m not nameless Please make me cry so i know you still care Please hate me so i know I’m not invisible Please cut me so i wont feel numb Please let me die so i know i was alive Why can't we go back as before? I understand that you've moved on but what about us? You carved your name deep inside my heart to just turn around and leave me. This brought me back into depression when you took me out. Your my fear of loving someone again. I fear love and life once again because of you. Your the one who brought feelingss back to me to destroy it again. You lost my trust and I will never forever you for what you've done to me.

Posted by: D e v i i - C h a n Thu Oct 23, 2008 @ 11:29pm

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Kaela_2431
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Sun Nov 02, 2008 @ 06:38am

hey, come check out my journal some time i'll unblock it

Kaela_2431
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Sun Nov 02, 2008 @ 07:06am

As Jonathan Larson once said "I can't control my destiny, i trust my soul.My only goal is just to be.There's only now there's only here. Give into love or live in fear.No other path no other way no day but today." I think this quote represents you, and what you've gone through. I don't exactly know what you gone through but i have an idea that it's about aboy your really liked and you were heartbroken before he came, then he came and healed the wounds you once had, and now he left you and damaged them even more than before. So your afraid to fall again.am i right?

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Tue Nov 11, 2008 @ 03:01am

Through life we make mistakes, we learn from them, and in which we become stronger.
Everyone's life has it's mountains, listen to those who fell from their mountains to learn how to better climb yours.
Through pain we are reminded that we still live.
Take from what you learned and embrace it with an open mind.

I do my best to remember these, they didn't come from anyone famous...just from me. I have come across many obstacles and still even I fall. Remember the mistakes you made and move past them. Remind yourself to not fall for it again (and don't beat yourself up if you do...we're human). Focus on what you feel needs to be done. singe the ties that caused you sufferin and when you feel ready, straighten out those ties with a clear mind and steady heart. I know how you feel, just breathe and move slowly. There are true friends nearby, use them for support ^_^ *hugs*

kyosuke01
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Wed Feb 04, 2009 @ 03:35am

WOW AMAZING POEM I LOVE IT =] i see a lot of myself in this poem as well. thank you.

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