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Love? Or being used.
Theres a difference between the 2....
Playing with a heart like a yo-yo on the string twisting their feeling until there tangled and confused....
The love you chose can end up hurting you you think its safe to get closer softer ...until Bam they break your heart like its glass shattering ...
It hurts your mentally damaged you cant breathe your world painted black no one but you are there and the 4 main feelings [Regret,loneliness,sadness,lifeless] it hurts real badly! ...it feels like your being stabbed a billion of times for something you loved ....yea it hurts real bad that feeling....i wouldn't change i felt its coldness before and i will again many times ...i know its reality some times i wish reality was something i cold write on a piece of paper and it happens but i dont have that power....my wishes are mostly shatter by that never able to gain the dream you live for.....i really am stuck ...but a least theres the future ...